so i wrote an entry and accidentally lost it. that sums up today. it's the first time that it really feels like spring. after the rain that lasted for weeks, i dread staying indoors all evening listening to shitty music at a deafening volume. i hate these shows.

i'm sorry i'm not who you still seem to think i am. it's been almost two years and you still haven't come to terms with the fact that i am as far from perfect as i could get myself.